Amrix

i turned away knowingly,
rebelling against what i believe and trust
innumerable desires and temptations aroused,
in pursuit of sin, pleasure and lusts

the sick stench of evil
surrounds my inner desire to follow
the deeply buried cry of my conscience
to rescue me from this sorrow

the echos of selfish passion
reverb around my thoughts and mind
to please and satisfy myself
is all that my soul seems to find

help me oh God, help me,
no more can i bare to sustain
the pressure boiling against my soul
as i am totally lost in this pain

searching my soul looking for hope
piercing my thoughts, a fiery light
shines from buried within,
pulling the cords of this defiant kite

29/11/04